Alrighty.

So.

I'm working on...

...

There's no word for it. I guess my hatred/love for people is a curse. I grew a backbone. I told people what was on my mind. I prevailed. I lost what kindness I had in me.

I'm heading down new paths... well, not so much, but to me, new to find out why I'm sick. Considering the loss of insurance... this battle's going to stress me out to near death.

Almost funny how doctors are greedy... >>; "I MAKE YOU HEALTHY BUT GIVE ME MONEYZ" "Oki."

xD Seriously.

As for friends... >_>; I'm not quite SURE on that factor. It's like they say they're there when they're not. Kinda humorous in a sick way.

Is this the part where I cut everyone off? This time's the first time I don't want to.

Maturity? Hardly.

Anyways. I'm setting my sights on things I will do, no matter what.

Anime Boston next year.... $179 a f***ing night at the Marriott! ...I WANNA STAY THREE NIGHTS 8D Too bad I couldn't take my rat. She'd escape and kill EVERYONE. -not kidding- She's fricken ruthless as a biter. o_O;;

As for things around here... nothing. Unless mosquitoes count? We got tons of those. o o;;;

Erm... We also have... dirt.

What can I do with dirt? ...MAKE MUD PIE-cut off and hit in the head- Ow. Ok... no mud pies.

I have a feeling things will be worse soon, for a neighbors near their death bed.

I never noticed how praying can make you feel totally helpless.

... -puts Adult Swim on- This is what life's about. c:

That and brownies. Fresh. Baked. Brownies.

(I miss you Cape Cod)